I am feeling sort of ashamed of myself. I don't know why. I did a lot of drastic stuff this sem but it seems that i am getting worser than before. For the sake of being better, i tried to change. But why it is not getting any better? I am sick of all of this now and i need my life back now. Hindering myself from meeting people and thinking that i am alone all by myself is not a wise option. Now i felt guilty. Well, i always hope that life have a restart button so i can always start back if i done anything wrong, sadly there isn't. Enough said, after this i must work harder to achieve my goals and to please my god and parents. Goodnight.
Most people say that beautiful is subjective, but until what extent? Is it plausible if a boy adores a girl just because she is beautiful? What is beautiful? Is it the symmetry of the face, fairness of skin, colour of eyes? Or is it the way she speaks, how graceful she walks, or just how hardworking she is? Can you compare 2 miss universe and tell which is more beautiful? When beautiful is not your priority then what do you seek in a girl? Why people treat other by the way how beautiful they are? Why why why?
in front of my window there is a sidewalk and there are many people passing in front of it. I felt like my privacy is compromised. Everyone passing by will have a quick look at me and quickly walk away. I felt somewhat annoyed with this. The windows do have curtains but when i close i felt so stuffy inside as i cannot get fresh air. So what should i do? To close the windows or not to.
Today, i was out for an outing. Well actually i am renewing my driving license (i am P no more!), but after that my friends and i planned to laze around shopping complex to eat and do some window shopping. So we wander around the shopping mall, with no definite plan, i felt like i am wasting my time so much, in the same time my friends are having fun. Eventhough, looking through some gadgets are fun (i can't deny that, i love gadgets!). I figured out that i am more an indoor person rather than an outdoor. It true. I don't like swimming. I don't like camping. But you can ask me to go to swim or camp if you want to, i will support you, but i just don't like the idea of it. If you have an idea to bring me wandering around a place with no reason, well please don't bring me (except for expos or showcases, the reason to come it to be there). I am usually supportive to my friends and always hide my disagreement if we have opposing ideas. Thats all, tq. lol.
I went to the cafeteria just now and heard the cafe guy refuses to give his customer a plastic bag and then talking about the environment and stuff. I was thinking why he lectured him so long in the mean time he is selling drinks in plastic cups. Think before you act yo. Lol